Good morning baby I hope I'm gonna make it through another day

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

After school,went to meet Myrn and S.bumped into kelvin at the bus stop and bused with him since we were going the same way.
walked around with S looking at stuff and getting opinions before going to meet myrn.

i finally got my oreology fix from JCO:)
bumped into isaiah on the way home.

i'm dreading the long days in school now when i'm so tired.sometimes when i feel like i'm having fun,i feel like i havent been working hard enough.

ahh.LW and i are talking bout ayam penyet now,i'm feeling hungry and reallyreally feel like eating it!he's talking bout all the different places with it and i miss the chendol at the indon place we always go to!hmm.we should all go try out the changi V one soon,maybe it'll be our new supper place other than dao hui!

i like when you're driving and singing beside me,not caring about anything else.

perfect prom queen ;

Sunday, July 27, 2008

finally celebrated yen's birthday today.we had such a hard time choosing his present.
sherrie came today and we went for lunch with myrn and Leng Kian at shokudo.haven't eaten there in ages!then we popped by the flower exhibition thingy where BK and francis' company had a booth and myrn and LK were doing part time.both of them sneaked us into the exhibit hall using francis and justin's passes.haha.quite fun.

for people who can't appreciate the itsybitsy details of hybrid orchids,we just looked around and getting amazed at all the pretty flowers.LK told us to head to the sixth floor,which was supposed to be even better.when we went there,it exceeded my expectations,it was reallyreally gorgeous.

met up with HM,shuen,raelene for dinner the other day.we missed em who was in brown on holiday course and now,she's still stuck in macau in transit though she's supposed to be back home by now.well according to her,she was with us in spirit.hahah.we had to queue for so uber long before we could finally get a seat.well the mudpie kinda made it more worth it in the end.
i was so scared i crossed my eye too much that day that i kept telling them what if i go cross eyed and it becomes permanent!hahahah.

i feel like eating ayam penyet nowwwwwwwwww.

your word in my life is a lamp unto my feet
your truth in my life brings me closer to your strength
and i will fly
high above the clouds
let all the earth watch us live in love
praising your name and fly along with you

perfect prom queen ;

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

bumped into deb,carol and chris as i was walking out today,the way we bumped into each other was hilarious.i think they were about to call me when i appeared in front of them.haha.they were accompanying deb back to school to collect her cert.i haven't seen deb and carol since deb's party and chris since eons ago!that's superlong ago!
outing soon!but chris is flying back to aussie this fri:( deb,maybe before you move into hall?:)

yesterday was superlongandmadrushtuesday.longest timetable of the week that i havent gotten used to or like it more though it's been more than six months.
went for ice-cream chefs during the super long break,that included the chem spa ones.TUESDAY IS ICC DAY!trained home with bernice and ruth.chem in the night and it dragged till so late cause our class kept getting pushed back and joel,CJ person and I had to sit at the coffee shop till they had an empty classroom for us.well i had my teh bing fix!but yesterday dragged till way too late and i was so drained out.

monday was a horrid day.pretty much screwed up spa,how could i have been so blind?
talking to LW that day was hilarious cause i guess when you can't see the facial expression and listen to the comical tone he's using,it just cracks you up.
crap talks and coming home to a whole load of good food,my comfort food,made monday seemed a bit more bearable and chased the monday blues away.

i think school is an instant depressant.my mood was all high and happy over the weekend and when i stepped into school on monday my mood went woosh,down to a low.the little things that makes you smile just keeps you going:)

i like where we are when we drive in your car
let's just stop here,for now.
cause i like it like that now and no further.

perfect prom queen ;

Sunday, July 20, 2008

to my favourite:
I've been to just about a million places,
Sunny skies everywhere and in between,
But just to know I'm right here with you,
It's the most beautiful thing I've ever seen.
I just want to tell you I love you,and everything is gonna be okay someday soon.

i know this is your song of the moment as the song says everything will be alright soon okay?believe that it will be and don't let anything take you down.take it slow as you pick yourself up and i'll be here beside you every step of the way.love you.

perfect prom queen ;

Saturday, July 19, 2008

P.S everyone keeps asking,i guess no one knows a thing about what's going on and what went on so let's just keep it as that.

You are always,always there
You will never ever change
Yesterday today the same
Forever till forever meets no end

cg today was good.it felt so long since everyone has been this touched,all the raw emotions pouring out.today just felt really good,time really well spent.
refreshments today was fantastic,we've really outdone ourselves this time,all the better for us foodies:)had loads of zhi cha dishes,fried stuff and the best is always saved for last-DB brought along a whole cheesecake from coffee bean.it was the ultimate.
i'm kinda excited bout tomorrow:)and maybe later.
anyway,all pics from miss ong's farewell up on FB,the link here

And all your different faces and all your different ways are making everything a mess
And all I'm saying is that all your different places and all the complications led to this

i'm the first to fall and last to know
I tried to read between the lines
I tried to look in your eyes
I want a simple explanation
For what I'm feeling inside

i can't deny that i'm kinda scared of you.nvm.it made me fully understand the meaning why people used it's complicated.but for me,it's over now.the nightmare's over now.let's hope i don't hit into any serious bumps and it continues to be smoothsailing as i like it.

Look up, the stars are fading
And I am still here waiting
To see you again
Be with you my friend

When the moon is gone forever
I hope you're up there somewhere
I'll see you again
Be with you my friend

'Cause all the roads they lead to where you are
And all the streetlights shine like they were stars
That's where you are

Let's spend tonight on top of the world
And we can do anything,
We can be anything

perfect prom queen ;

Thursday, July 17, 2008

today's trip to the PE dept after geog lect wasn't pleasant at all,not one single bit.

perfect prom queen ;

Monday, July 14, 2008

today's race felt different,with a whole new different lot of competitors the feeling you got just felt so different,like a whole new ball game altogether.

no matter what,thanks alot for all the messages of encouragement and luck,really appreciated it.sorry to those i didn't reply cause after a few,my inbox had no space and the phone got cranky and couldnt receive anymore,so i couldnt reply.i know i missed a few.i'm so sorry but i reallyreally appreciated it,it's a thought that counts:) see,public apology,happy now?hahah.
LOVES.

on a random note,saw this on beatrice's blog,i should go borrow the book soon and take a read:
"If I had a camera," I said, "I'd take a picture of you every day. Thatway I'd remember how you looked every single day of your life."

"I look exactly the same."

"No, you don't. You're changing all the time. Every day a tiny bit. If I could, I'd keep a record of it all."

"If you're so smart, how did I change today?"

"Yougot a fraction of a millimeter taller, for one thing. Your hair grew afraction of a millimeter longer. You got a little happier and also alittle sadder."

"Meaning they cancel each other out, leaving me exactly the same."

"Notat all. The fact that you got a little happier today doesn't change thefact that you also became a little sadder. Every day you become alittle more of both, which means that right now, at this exact moment,you're the happiest and the saddest you've ever been in your wholelife."

"How do you know?"

"Think about it. Have you ever been happier than right now, lying here in the grass?"

"No."

"Itisn't like that for everyone, you know. Some people, like your sister,just get happier and happier everyday. And some people, like BeylaAsch, just get sadder and sadder. And some people, like you, get both."

"What about you? Are you the happiest and saddest right now that you've ever been?"

"Of course I am."

"Why?"

"Because nothing makes me happier and nothing makes me sadder than you."

- The History of Love, Nicole Krauss

anyway,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GAB!
glad you liked the presents and brownies we got for you.you're gonna be the hippest doctor around!hahah.

a thousand thoughts running through my head now.i don't wanna think anymore.we can't fight it.

There now, steady love, so few come and don't go
Will you won't you, be the one I'll always know
When I'm losing my control, the city spins around
You're the only one who knows, you slow it down

perfect prom queen ;

Sunday, July 13, 2008

i will fly high
above sky
praising your name
all for your glory

i'm thankful for awesome friends:)

perfect prom queen ;

Friday, July 11, 2008

*edit with some photos from farewell cause i'm lazy so don't mind the non-chronological order.everything will be on FB soon.
PS.B's got herself a new party planner!party planning's so excitinggggggggggg:)

HAPPY early BIRTHDAY BEATRICE!
FB cheated me!hahaha.I know you still read here sometimes so here's one for you.hope you'll have an awesome seventeenth:)

my phone's acting all cranky again and it's irritating me out!!
on a random note,i wanna go and watch BLG when they come to singapore and catch one of the gigs on electrico's wesatellite tour.
hmmm.i know i've been on like maximum fun for the past 8-9 months and i gotta cut down now and focus on other important stuff,i will but we still gotta have our minimal dose of fun every week to function right?:)

i'm supposed to thank two people for their encouraging and ohsosweet messages and thanks for the other shoutout on the blog.thanks alot.really appreciated all the sweetness and everything:)LOVES.

met up with elisa and po yesterday before elisa flies off this weekend.that busy girl!hmmm.all the aussie people are flying back this week.luckily the US people aren't going off that soon:)which reminds me that i gotta meet D to get stuff tomorrow.

i'm so excited to see people i love and miss alot in the next few weeks.i think only HM gets what i mean cause HM is ultra excited bout meeting a bunch of them with me!

caught up with a whole lot of GG episodes after i stopped watching for a while.hmmm.S and D are so sweet yet it's so sad but they were able to go through quite a bit of stuff together.hmmm.well the whole plot's shifting.

just baked brownies for miss ong's farewell tomorrow and for elisa.it's been real long since i last baked,kinda therapeutic.didn't have time to get baking chocolate so just used whatever chocolate i could find around the house so it had a different taste from the usual.
hmmm.it's sad to see miss ong leave after all the time spent with her.she's been an awesome CT when we were in v12,all the concern and care she's showered upon us,asking about me and just being there.it's always nice catching up with her with a chat now and then.

fickleminded

pictures from SLV on class blog
here

i miss the ohsocute kiddos!

you say i only hear what i want to.
you say i talk so all the time so.

and i thought what i felt was simple,
and i thought that i don't belong,
and now that i am leaving,
now i know that i did something wrong

and you say i only hear what i want to:
i don't listen hard,
i don't pay attention to the distance that you're running
or to anyone, anywhere,
i don't understand if you really care,
i'm only hearing negative: no, no, no.
"you try to give away a keeper, or keep me 'cause you know you're just scared to lose.

perfect prom queen ;

Tuesday, July 08, 2008

today was superlongday tuesday.school's been a drag.
bumped into wing on the bus before meeting myrn after school at soup spoon.it's been the third time at soup spoon in a week and that's not counting yesterday when i just sat there and watch them.went to get gab's present too.another 21st over again.
gosh.everyone's growing up so fast.yknow sometimes i wanna be like peter pan,always young,living with no worries.

BS taught me alot today.totally changed my perception and outlook on life.

broken promises-maybe you're the reason why i dread hearing people promise me something cause in the end when the promise is broken,the disappointment that comes about due to the expectations you have of them.
sometimes i dont wanna give a damn about you.

Don't tell me you're sorry
cause you're not,
Baby,when I know you're only sorry you got caught

But you put on quite a show
really had me going
now its time to go
curtains finally closing
that was quite a show,very entertaining
but its over now
go on and take a bow

perfect prom queen ;

Sunday, July 06, 2008

today's message by mike connell was good.it taught me alot.
seanT's leaving for aus next week and we took lots of group pictures that he's supposed to put up on the wall at his new place.they took a sean/shaun/shawn picture and the cool thing is shawn's a girl!hahah.
well,we'll be missing another talk crap partner for our crapping seshs,ultimate camwhore and no more rushing to reserve seats in his car when we're all going out for lunch.i remember when he let sally drive all of us in his car to town.whoa.i mean usually people won't let others drive their car i guess.

okay this week had its own plus points as well.got to meet a few overseas people that i haven't seen in ages.elisa came to crash vj,it was good seeing her again,i haven't seen her since like last year when i bumped into her at the airport but she's leaving for aus again soon.
HM and i met up with shuen.gosh.dorm life in US sounds helluva fun.

i know deb's crazy over marie digby and went for her singapore showcase but i didn't know she was this good.her songs are really nice.talking bout deb,she's coming back from BKK soon!

Paint me in your sunshine
Paint me in your sunshine
Wake my sleepy eyes
Round me in your comfort
Stay with me for all of time

Reach your hand,
I’ll follow
Darken clouds for your rays of hope

So paint me in your sunshine
Walk with me, stay by my side
Fill my head with stories
For love and war and glory

Reach your hand,
I’ll follow
Light the path that will lead me home

One day the world will grow colder
Everything we’ve come to cherish crumbles
And only then will we turn back and remember your glow

Paint me in your sunshine
Leave the part of you behind
Tell me where I’ll find you
And send me off to another day
Till we meet tomorrow

Reach your hand,
I’ll follow
Hold me close till the day that I grow old

Say it again
The thing about love
Is i never saw it coming
It kinda crept up and took me by surprise
And now there’s a voice inside my heart that’s got me wondering
Is this true, i want to hear it one more time

Move in a little closer
Take it to a whisper
Just a little louder

Say it again for me
Cause i love the way it feels when you are telling me that i’m
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It’s like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you’re in love
Say it again

Thing about you is you know just how to get me
You talk about us like there’s no end in sight
The thing about me is that i really want to let you
Open that door and walk into my life

Move in a little closer
Take it to a whisper
Just a little louder

And it feels like it’s the first time
That anybody's ever brought the sun without the rain
And never in my whole life
Have I heard words as beautiful as when you say my name

Say it again for me
Cause i love the way it feels when you are telling me that i’m
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It’s like the whole world stops to listen

perfect prom queen ;

Friday, July 04, 2008

the hair feels so much lighter today after yesterday's cut.
today kinda sucked real bad.i kinda expected the first one so i wasn't that upset but the second one was the one that struck me real bad.it was the one i studied hard for and it's like hard work does not translate to results.

thanks alot to the people who comforted me,encouraged me,talked me through and all.it really meant alot.LOVES.
the kiddos at SLV today kinda cheered me up a little.it's like you have to put up a happy disposition when you meet them but before long,interacting with them and chasing them around with all their laughter and funny things they do is kinda infectious.
it's not okay.wake up call.buck up.

Cause it's you and me
and all of the people with nothing to do
nothing to prove
i guess it's to prove to myself.

make me happy
make me smile

perfect prom queen ;

Tuesday, July 01, 2008

today was one long day at school.it was shitty.when i first saw it,i was kinda resigned to it but when i saw the final one on the paper,i was kinda upset with myself,feeling shittyfied cause it was just so close,this close,too close.if it wasn't just that small difference.
everyone was trying to tell me it was okay with not much time i had with trainings and all,thanks people i really appreciate it:)
i know it's not okay,i guess wake up call for me.

thanks B for accompanying me on the bus ride and taking one whole big round just to go home though she just didn't want to walk across the overhead bridge without an umbrella and getting caught in the rain.haha.
she went off to train home and i went to meet M to talk abit and stuff.felt a teeny weeny bit better after but still it's so shittyfied

perfect prom queen ;