Good morning baby I hope I'm gonna make it through another day

Tuesday, February 27, 2007

was supposed to go for RM on mon instead of SL and go for either an NC-16 movie with chee or Seducing Mr Perfect(DANIEL HENNEY!) with jayne today but some screwed up thing happened and RM got pushed to tues.i wanna watch the movie.gahh.and jayne toh the shamebird watched protege without me.(DANIEL WU!)haha.so many daniels!

ohh.my mum was telling me bout her trip to pump room and she said she passed by clinic C and she said it was cool but she didnt go in.she described her trip to pump room quite hilariously but imagine next time going to zouk or MOS or something and meeting your mum/dad there,it'll be so weird.haha.

sometimes i wish there wasnt all these work and long time tables taking up so much time,why cant we just do away with them.sometimes i just wanna slow down the pace of life and just appreciate and spend time with the people around but somehow the life that we're living now doesnt allow that.the IP timetable doesnt allow that.gahh.sometimes i feel so bad having to always push away people's invitations out cause of having no time due to the long timetables and activities.
recent events made me realize i should treasure the people around me more and i wanna spend more time with them cause i'll never know if it'll be the last time i'll see/spend time with them like next year,after o's,people might be flying off to whoknowswhere,and people are already flying off now,like cousin and christine.
i miss the sec 2 and IP one days,when things were much slacker,days were more carefree,we had more time on our hands and we were happier.i miss stoning and staring out of my french windows in class.

sorry for all the ranting.haha.

i miss you.

Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide cause it's you I miss

perfect prom queen ;

Sunday, February 25, 2007

hello my friend,i had a good talk with you last night/this morning:)

I NEED RETAIL THERAPY.BAD.
maybe i'll feel better.

i finally got the yearbooks from liz last friday.it's been like what?a year plus overdued.haha.ohh.thanks love for the gift from your bangkok trip.got a belated birthday present from OLI by the 'LIZ FEDEX'haha.thanks partner for the present:)scribbling on each other's notebooks days:)MARCH HOLS:)LOVES.

i wanna go for the mosaic fest this year again.i wanna watch rachael yamagata or tristan prettyman.they're both on the same day,which one should i go for?and where am i going to get all the moolah for the tickets from?i'm broke!gahhh.

don’t just walk away
Pretending everything’s okay

perfect prom queen ;

Thursday, February 22, 2007

today was alright but felt really tired after the past few days of staying up late over the new year and yesterday's cross-country.YES.I SURVIVED CROSS COUNTRY.haha.i think i was zonking out during LA.and bernini was in her PKPKhighhhhh mood and jayne was into oysters today:)haha.my ankles felt weird todya and ruth said i shouldnt have ran yesterday.gahh.

the walk to piano after school got the emo mood going.i think i never felt more glad to attend a piano lesson ever.
THAT hurts.
my ankles hurt.

Outside I'm smiling
Inside I'm crying
I just keep denying
Till I get over you

perfect prom queen ;

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

to all the lovelies who messaged or called over the past few days,i'm sorry i didnt return any and made you guys got worried.i just needed time alone for a few days.i'm sorry give me a few more days and i'll be back as the usual charmaine next week,albeit maybe a little emo and maybe a teeny bit different.

anyways,thank you you three for brightening up today.LOVES.

Of all the things I've believed in
I just want to get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days that pass me by

I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
It feels like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend
And I said,

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems that I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light
But it's not right

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
I want what's yours and I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star

anyways,thank you for everything
maybe i wasnt there for you the way you wanted me to.

perfect prom queen ;

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

HAPPY VALENTINES LOVELIES!
thank you for everything today!I LOVE EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU MUCHOS!

thank you:
bernice-COOKIES!and the card!
jayne-a HUGE rose,gingerbread men and the note!and the foot sticker!haha.
ruth-chocolates,peanut butter and cornflakes sandwich.and chocolates:)
rachel-piggy bank filled with sweets and chocolates,a huge lolly with a shamebird note.haha.TEE TOH!
stephy-thank you for coming all the way down to vj and the bday present,the flower and the chocolate cornflakes!hope you liked your presents!loves.
deborah-sweets and the sweet card
caroline-sweet vday message
elizabeth-sweet vday message
drusilla-sweet vday message
lemuel-four flowers and the note!hope you liked ELMO!
ni ming-famous amos cookies in a tin:)
amanda-chocolates
ying si-rose and chocolates
leanne
cheryl
deejee

sorry if i missed out on anyone.i still appreciate whatever you did!thank you!hoped you liked your presents too

monday
rushed to the airport after SL to send christine off.carol and deb made this really pretty scrapbook for her.we'll miss you!come home soon!
shopped around for chocolates before going home with carol,had a good talk with her on the ride home.we were playing with all the functions on our cameras.i want the pictures from her!

airport sending christine off:( grp hug! caroline! valentines-ELMO! jayne and her patrick! huge bag of presents and flowers.

A deep breath and baby steps
That's how the whole thing starts
It's a long slow beautiful dance
To the beat of a heart

perfect prom queen ;

Sunday, February 11, 2007

CONGRATULATIONS TO THOSE WHO GOT A1s for chinese O's
like OLI and LIZ!
and YOU,cheeer up!dont be depressed,work harder for the next one alright:)

friday seemed like a long day after only three hours of sleep.essays suck.Rm was cancelled and was coerced into going to town.haha.went down to bugis for tuition with liz.i miss friday night talks on the fourth/fifth floor.rushed down to downtown east for stephy's party.i havent seen that girl in ages and we gotta go out for our monthly dates soon!haha.all the pictures are in her camera,send them to me soon!

and i think my blogger is screwed after i changed to the google account but i had no choice.i couldnt blog if i didnt change.gahh

pictures

NYDC.stephy.coffee:)

dont we just live for talks,coffee and sushi:)

perfect prom queen ;

Thursday, February 08, 2007

went to NYDC for tablemates' outing cum lem's advance birthday treat today:)we finally manage to treat him and an advance one too.had a great time with them,talking and spending time with them made me miss them more.i miss the fun and lame times we had at out table!
NEXT OUTING NEW YORK NEW YORK!or BIG O!

long day in sch,some weird chinese seminar for EA,then RM,tuition and stephy's party late in the night.it's gonna be a long day tomorrow and i'm still up now at like 11 plus 12 blogging and halfway through my SS essay with much more to go.gahh.i hate writing essays.

anyway,good luck to those getting their chinese o level results tomorrow like OLIVIA!PARTNER!you can get the A1 that you want: )dont stress out!and good luck with your test sprees every week.it's like KILLER!wait by your mailbox for my reply!hahahah.

So hit the rewind and listen
It's the playback
The soundtrack to your life

perfect prom queen ;

Sunday, February 04, 2007

i'll be stronger after all that:)

went to christine's house to suprise her today and we had a mini farewell party for her at the same time.I'LL MISS YOU CHRISTINE!I'LL MISS THE FUNNY TIMES WE HAD DURING CHURCH CAMPS!
carol and i were early so we were sitting downstairs in the living room talking and we were so scared she'll come down and it'll ruin the surprise so everytime we saw a pair of legs at the stairs,we'll will suddenly tense up.haha.
all of us got hooked onto heroes,it's really interesting but too bad i dont have starworld:(
after everyone left,there was only me,deb,carol and christine left so we decided to camwhore.hahah.it was a fun night.cell outing next sun!:)

PICTURES-all pictures off deb's blog and courtesy of her nice canon 60:)

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the aussie survival kit!

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christine opening IT

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deb,carol and i

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deb,carol and christine

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deb,carol,pris,joy and i

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camwhores

ups and downs.
we'll be stronger:)
thank you for everything:)

Sitting here with you
you ask me why my tongue is tied
I've tried to make some since of all these things I feel inside
I've been searching for the perfect words to say
They've been said a thousand times
But they mean more today

perfect prom queen ;

Thursday, February 01, 2007

Thank you for the birthday messages(chronological order):

kenny
elizabeth(CHEER UP LOVE!LOVE YOU.)
lisabelle(thanks for the lovely present and card babe!LOVES.)
drusilla(lala!we gotta meet up soon!and the candles and pictures are still surviving perfectly fine with me!haha.LOVES.)
ben
bernice(MOMO B!I LOVE YOU!)
stephanie(STEPHY,HOW?!LOVE YOU!)
jayne(MY AU NATURAL HEATER who's so in love with her SEVEN LETTERS!I LOVE YOU!)
ruth(CHEE!FELLOW WOLS PARTNER AND EX-TABLEMATE,I LOVE YOU!)
priscilla
karen
rachel(RAE!TAITAI!I LOVE YOU!)
ni ming
pearllyn
valerie
poline
dee jee
madeline
aries

thank you for the call:yihui
HELLO COUSIN!HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU TODAY!AHHH I WANTED TO GO FOR THE MATCH AND YOU WERE THERE AND YOU HAD EXTRA TICKETS!

thank you people who wished me in school:
lemuel(ex-tablemate!tablemates outing next week and you havent chosen the place!)
cheng kai
donovan
kenrick
hsien liang
leanne
kwan yong
reema
wingyan
jay
leonard
jerald

thanks mum and dad for the awesome cake
thanks sis for the reuben morgan cd.

sorry if i missed out on anyone,i still appreciate whatever you guys did.LOVES.

had a double dose of watermelon yesterday,first round was watermelon puree or something like that and the second round was watermelon mixed with yogurt.got poured/smacked/thrown with watermelon and yogurt.i felt like kuku running at the corridor behind the classrooms when chee was chasing after me,i momentarily forgot that it was a dead end and i prayed so hard that someone would open a classroom door but no one did!the cleaning up bit was a mess and you guys caught me unaware with double dose at separate times!
anyways,thanks for making my birthday a MEMORABLE one and it was a REAL SWEET sixteen!
thank you NINIs:)
jayne,bernice,ruth,rachel,ni ming,kenrick
LOVE YOU GUYS though the yogurt bit was icky!

AHHH.i could have gotten tickets to the match.yihui had like three extra tickets.gahh.

the week started out quite bad(some people might know what i'm talking about).it was so shitty but birthday morning started out fine with listening to my love on the radio by JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE(JT!) whose birthday is also 31st jan!haha.
and my love got stuck in my head for the whole of that day.

I can see us holding hands
Walking on the beach, our toes in the sand
I can see us on the countryside
Sitting on the grass, laying side by side

perfect prom queen ;