Good morning baby I hope I'm gonna make it through another day

Sunday, February 24, 2008

sundays are happy days:)you start off the week right so that it'll be the beginning of a good week:)i'm glad for a breakthrough in QT this week:)today's service was good,altar call just felt apt this week and it was just good to let everything out.
rushed off for geogy meeting with the group after the AR debrief.gosh i seriously dislike brainstorming.off for chem tuition after that and i seriously think the questions edwin gives,give all of us a chem nightmare.G and I always suffer like crazy cause we're so blur.haha.

the only thing ringing in my head after today's msg was anything is possible,you think so?

went for training on sat morn then went off for the cg amazing race in town in the afternoon.i was one of the gamemaster and it was really fun watching everyone in their groups doing retarded stuff and stuff they wouldnt usually do but they did,for the fun of it.hahah.myrna's group had all the nicely decorated funny np and dwayne kept talking about the finger thingy just because it appeared in their group's np.haha.
Went to MFM with a group of them and i had the garlic butter mussels which were oh-so-good.couldnt eat much with them cause i had to rush home for the fam gathering at my place.The cousin and i left earlier for the gathering but i couldnt get a lift back cause he forget to bring out the extra helmet so safety first:)hahah.back to public transport but we reached around the same time anyway.
gosh.now i really wanna go off for the holiday with the fam and just when i got over shittyness that i couldnt go due to absolutely horrible reasons,the cousin had to remind me about it and told me how well he already planned the trip,how fun it was gonna be and offered to give up his place for me.sigh.though i know the eventual answer would be no but i reallyreally want to go:(

everytime i feel like it is possible,i feel like we can make it but you always feel the exact opposite.
somehow.

Make it a sweet, sweet goodbye
it could be for the last time and it's not right.
Sing me to sleep, I'll see you in my dreams
waiting to say, "I miss you. I'm so sorry."

perfect prom queen ;

Friday, February 22, 2008

Here I Am, Everyday,
Since You Said, You'd Come Again,
But It's Not Fair, Cos You're Not Here,
I Wait In Vain, But Nothing Has Changed,

I'm A Flower, Soaking In The Rain,
If I Could Wish One Thing, I'd Hear You Call My Name,

So When Will I See Your Face Again,
When Will You Touch My Life Again,
When Will I Breathe You In Again,
I Think I Love You
Will I See Your Face Again,

Little Thing, Like The Rain Coming,
She Looked At Me A Certain Kind Of Way,
Tell Me Girl, Where Are You Now,
Cause I Don't Know How Much Longer I can Wait,

I'm A Dreamer, Waiting For The Sun,
When You're Coming In, I know My Life's Begun,
Tell Me Girl

When Will I See Your Face Again
When Will You Touch My Life Again
When Will I Breathe You In Again,
I Think I Love You, Will I See Your Face Again,

You Know That All My Life I've Been Waiting,
Waiting For Some, Someone Like You To Love Me,
You Can't Come By Like An Angel, Into My Life,
And then Fly Away, Fly Away

When Will I See Your Face Again
When Will You Touch My Life Again
When Will I Breathe You In Again
I Think I Love You, Will I See Your Face Again,

awesome song by jamie scott and the town.everyone should go and hear made by them from the step up OST and their cover of smile.

i was packing and looking through all my old stuff,huge cards,notes&letters,boxes that hold the things specially made.it dawned on me,yknow the feeling you get when someone does something for you that just screams sweet and puts a smile onto your face?and the feeling you get when you do something for someone that just puts a smile onto their face,especially if the person's someone you care about?it's the little things that matter,sometimes you just gotta put in the effort to sustain something and make things work.
happiness is not perfection but being able to look beyond the imperfections

the past week has been alright.monday was the last day of PAE so people were like taking photos here and there and we finally got a class photo amidst physics practical.HAPPY BIRTHDAY CYNTHIA!hope the ice-cream sweetened your day!
spent tuesday out with B on a shopping spree though initially we wanted to catch a movie then hang out with J.shopping lifted my mood and made me feel so much better at the end of the day so retail therapy really helps!the pros of it-making you feel so much better,lifts your moods,getting a mini workout from all the walking,getting all the nice stuff that you bought in return.the only con-the moolah spent:( rare that we get any shopping done these few days since we dont have much free time now.
spent o1 day 1 with the og before running off to hang out with nicole,jayne and bernice and rushing off for the geogy thingy with the RM group.i'm glad i have the whole RM group back and i love my team,they keep me going despite all the difficulties this proj throws at us.
spent day 2 up early at city hall for group discussion with Bernice and jingjing then head off for v12 movie before making a trip back to school to pass lem the discussion stuff and who should i have to bump into?tyh.gosh.talk about good timing.
well,i missed out on backpack day in school today.hope yall had fun:)
finally finished with heroes season 1.MILO AND HAYDEN:)thank you for the cds
well,there's still heroes season 2,GG and ISWAK2 to continue watching

i hope that the people close to me and those i care about know that i never want this to happen to us.loves!

hello dear,too overexcited bout being a backpack nerd is it?haha.
okay there's alot more unglam photos of class people that cant be uploaded up here if not i'll be so dead.haha.

When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Seasons are changing and waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us

perfect prom queen ;

Sunday, February 17, 2008

It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.
1 Cor 13

well,HAPPY BELATED VALENTINES!
and HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY to the valentines babies-STEPHANIE and VALERIE!

well,hope everyone liked the brownies or chocolates yall received for valentines!
and thank you people for all the chocolates and gifts yall gave:)though i usually cant get enough of chocolates,i got sick just looking at the huge amount of chocolates in the paper bag.haha.

had school cross country the next day and i'm satisfied with my position so all the trainings do help some bit afterall.i think the whole team was going high at one corner of the hall.haha.After that,went off for cross lunch and class movie/dinner,highly rare since everyone in class is usually off at trainings.we watched jumper,rachel bilson and hayden christensen!

On sat,went for valerie's birthday party at macs!haha.it's a walk down childhood memory lane when you attend macs bday parties every other week.it was pretty funny when we wore the hats and played the games.well,we were sporting enough to do it.hahah.met up with people i havent met in eons,had a good time catching up with them!some people left then a small group of us went off to timbre for dinner.they had a live band there,which was really good,we had a bday dedication for val and there were alot of valentines dedication that day.we had a good time sitting there having pizzas and strawberry margaritas and listening to the music.had a great time that day,hope you had a great bday too val!

I cant believe you were the one to build me up and tear me down
Well, I never saw it coming
I should've started running
A long, long time ago

And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time

perfect prom queen ;

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

my favourite still from love actually though it's so overused/cliche

well it's been a great CNY i hope everyone had an awesome CNY as well.eve of CNY,met up with the cousins and we all went high together since we rarely have a chance to now,with everyone flying around,busy with work/school/away in other countries.
going on rounds to visit friends' place and even squeezing in time to bake brownies so it was a good well-needed break!

recently on the bus,i took that same road that we used to take when i went down and somehow everything just came back to me.unfortunately,significant songs started playing though the player was on shuffle mode and everything just got worse.horrid.

it didnt occur to me until she told me that day,how much you've changed.
i guess i already knew it last year or maybe even the year before,i think i've told you before but maybe by now,you dont even remember.
i guess the change is so great that even she notices but she still thought you were bearable last yr.
i dont know you anymore you just seem so different,maybe the person i knew is somewhere beneath those layers,beneath the mask and social appearance you seem to put up or maybe i didnt even know the real you in the first place.

sometimes you gotta follow your mind,other times you gotta follow your heart
the littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
pictures from CNY

Storybook endings, fairy tales coming true
Deep down inside we want to believe they still do
And a secret is taught, it's our favourite part of the story
Let's just admit we all want to make it too

Ever ever after
If we just don't get it our own way
Ever ever after
It may only be a wish away

Starting your fashion, wear your heart on your sleeve
Sometimes you reach what's real just by making believe
Unafraid, unashamed
There is joy to be claimed in this world
You even might wind up being glad to be you

Ever ever after
Though the world will tell you it's not smart

perfect prom queen ;