Good morning baby I hope I'm gonna make it through another day

Sunday, November 11, 2007

as the stars light up the sky
as how we shine for You
word and msg today was apt:)

i've decided that i wont keep running away
cause it's tiring and dragging for too long,
waiting and waiting to see what happens doesnt help
if the other person wont do a thing and doesnt even care,why should i?
i've learnt.
i shall just make my own decisions in the best way possible,dealing with it as best as i can,
and not in the usual way that everyone does-running away

You're not sure what you want
You say you don't wanna hurt me
Don't want to see my tears
So why are you still standing here
Just watching me drown

We have our highs and lows
Just like everybody else
Doesn’t mean that we walk away
We work through our mistakes

perfect prom queen ;

Saturday, November 10, 2007

she's so big hearted,
but not so remarkable
just an ordinary humble girl
expecting nothing as we're made to think
its a pretty person's world

but you are beautiful and you better go show it
go look again, you gotta be true to your own
if you really wanna go to the top
do you really wanna win?
don't believe in living normal, just to satisfy demand

well if you wanna get free
and if you wanna do the passionate thing
and if you wanna get smart for the sake of your heart
you should own your name and stand up tall
and get real and see the beauty in ugly

well you are fresh, your face is fabulous
don't forget you're one of a kind
when nobody is checking the deeds you've done
and nobody is hearing your cries
you make all of the fashion statements
just by dressing up your mind

well if you wanna get free
and if you wanna do the passionate thing
and if you wanna get smart for the sake of your heart
you should own your name and stand up tall
and get real and see the beauty in ugly
and see the beauty in ugly
jason mraz:)

been a crazy tiring week.
met up with valerie on wed after my appointment with the doctor.

went for far east chicken rice:)roamed around looking for her dress to wear with vans.haha.we ended up at starbucks talking bout lots of stuff,catching up and all.

look at her bro's cute holga.haha.i want the gold holga 120N/silver holga 120CFN!and a polaroid cam!haha.ahh i wanna see the photo after it's been developed!take care girl!
she was buying the gossip girl series and now everyone's hooked onto the gossip girl teevee series,which reminded me back in SC when we were passing the whole series around the class when the whole class was into gossip girl.haha.

ohh i was at ECP the other day and i bumped into HUI MIN and JOANNE LEEEEEEEEEEEEE!i havent seen them in ages!hope the CO gathering will happen when shuen comes back for her break!then i'll get to see all of them including PARTNER:)yes jo,you're not the only one feeling that way,hope you'll get a breakthrough soon:)

i'm so craving for a swedish meatball fix after eating meatballs at ikea with jayne,bernice and lem on tues when we went there to get class stuff!i felt like a pig eating so much on that day cause i ate that soon after our lunch!haha.

sometimes,you know that you're supposed to do what's right for you,what's better for you but sometimes you just dont want to,there's something holding you back
i feel like i'm in a state of limbo
puzzled,
not knowing what to do
so you dont want anymore or you dont know what you want?
this is a mess
maybe now i cant even find the words to express myself

All the streets
where I walked alone
With nowhere to go
Have come to an end
Thoughts read are spoken
forever in doubt
And pieces of memories fall to the ground
Through it all
I made my mistakes
I stumble and fall
But I mean these words

perfect prom queen ;

Sunday, November 04, 2007

reached the hall earlier today for makeup CG.this week was arise and build weekend,made the faith pledge.celebrated sally and joel’s birthdays before heading for lunch at the airport.TEH BING:)haha.caught a lift to town after that with sally driving all of us in sean’s car.it was exciting cause we were ooh-ing and ahh-ing,they were giving directions,screaming for brakes and looking out for speed cams.haha.

The past few days has been chockpacked with RM presentation.dabao-ed breakfast to school yesterday early in the morning and we spent the earlier half of the morning eating porridge/kaya toast outside the imag room like some refugees.haha.we got abit high preparing for the whole presentation due to the limited amount of time over fri and sat and we started camwhoring,doing stupid and retarded poses and being all sensitive to cameras around.haha.we all have fun standing on the podium:)

hello my funny RM group,who goes crazy together,i'll miss yall ALOT!RM lunch with mr patrick star soon!haha.

Went out for fam dinner last night at Hediard.it was so good!had lobster bisque,the salmon platter and DARK CHOCOLATE FONDUE:)

caught up with a few people recently but i still dislike IM-ing all the same.haha.
I WANT A GRAD TRIP TOOOOOOO!hahah.but the hols are so packed so goodbye to the sydney/japan trip:( sorry mich,visit you next year instead but you'll be coming home soon:)
to the people with O's,A's and uni exams,
PERSEVERE MY DEARS!

Lie in this empty bed
With this aching head
You left me here this morning
Now I can't remember why
I let you in again
To get under my skin
And every time you disappear
And I remember how

I look for you
But I can't see your face
And then I hear you
The only thing you say

I am afraid right now
I don't wanna let you down
And I am the one who can't be saved
The only thing I say
I am afraid right now
What if I can't get out?
What if I don't want to be saved?
This is me afraid

Why do we keep this up?
Why do we live like us?
When there is nothing left to save
Will you be afraid?

I am afraid right now
You already let me down
You are the one who can't be saved
If only I could say
I am afraid right now
You never will get out
You'll never let yourself be saved
You are so afraid
yellowcard:)

perfect prom queen ;