Good morning baby I hope I'm gonna make it through another day

Monday, July 14, 2008

today's race felt different,with a whole new different lot of competitors the feeling you got just felt so different,like a whole new ball game altogether.

no matter what,thanks alot for all the messages of encouragement and luck,really appreciated it.sorry to those i didn't reply cause after a few,my inbox had no space and the phone got cranky and couldnt receive anymore,so i couldnt reply.i know i missed a few.i'm so sorry but i reallyreally appreciated it,it's a thought that counts:) see,public apology,happy now?hahah.
LOVES.

on a random note,saw this on beatrice's blog,i should go borrow the book soon and take a read:
"If I had a camera," I said, "I'd take a picture of you every day. Thatway I'd remember how you looked every single day of your life."

"I look exactly the same."

"No, you don't. You're changing all the time. Every day a tiny bit. If I could, I'd keep a record of it all."

"If you're so smart, how did I change today?"

"Yougot a fraction of a millimeter taller, for one thing. Your hair grew afraction of a millimeter longer. You got a little happier and also alittle sadder."

"Meaning they cancel each other out, leaving me exactly the same."

"Notat all. The fact that you got a little happier today doesn't change thefact that you also became a little sadder. Every day you become alittle more of both, which means that right now, at this exact moment,you're the happiest and the saddest you've ever been in your wholelife."

"How do you know?"

"Think about it. Have you ever been happier than right now, lying here in the grass?"

"No."

"Itisn't like that for everyone, you know. Some people, like your sister,just get happier and happier everyday. And some people, like BeylaAsch, just get sadder and sadder. And some people, like you, get both."

"What about you? Are you the happiest and saddest right now that you've ever been?"

"Of course I am."

"Why?"

"Because nothing makes me happier and nothing makes me sadder than you."

- The History of Love, Nicole Krauss

anyway,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GAB!
glad you liked the presents and brownies we got for you.you're gonna be the hippest doctor around!hahah.

a thousand thoughts running through my head now.i don't wanna think anymore.we can't fight it.

There now, steady love, so few come and don't go
Will you won't you, be the one I'll always know
When I'm losing my control, the city spins around
You're the only one who knows, you slow it down

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