Good morning baby I hope I'm gonna make it through another day

Thursday, April 17, 2008

maybe you dont understand,maybe you dont know what goes on in my life and what i have to go through,you think only you go through everything.
i'm just sick and tired of quarrels and nonsense.i was just so tired this morning and the throat was hurting like mad,not like you even gave me a break,i was tired so i just sat there listening to you the whole journey.

thanks ant for talking me through and M for talk and giving me all the comfort in the world.yaya both of you give good advice,happy now?hahah i guess since they're older and are at the 'been there done that' stage.

been stuck at home the whole day popping pills,sleeping it off and guzzling tonnes of water.i really hope the throat gets somuch better soon.
totally random but mmm mac and cheese is the ultimate comfort food.

in other news,we didnt get into the finals.we were damn sad,all the hard work put in!however,we scored an interview with some paper tomorrow,nevertheless i'm really proud of them.like mr najib,chin up!

sometimes i wish everything would just go away even though i know that it's all part of His plan for me,to be right where i am now,whatever situations i may be in,whatever illnesses i have to go however horrible i might feel.i'm just depending on the little happy things in my life to make me happy,make me smile and pull through everyday

The cost of misery
Is at an all time high
I keep it hidden
Close to the surface in sight
I'm learning to fall

perfect prom queen ;

PROFILE

charmaine
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~~2CO'05~~ 06V12

wants/needs
-~~new top~~
-more tops
-~~new earrings~~
-more earrings
-~~new wallet~~
-new dunks
-~~new flats~~
-~~new sandals~~
-~~a new mp3~~
-a new camera-the canon ixus i zoom!
-THAT silver tote OR
-THAT gold long puma bag
-blink-182's greatest hits
-Corinne Bailey Rae's album!
-more time,like maybe 36 hours in a day.haha.