Good morning baby I hope I'm gonna make it through another day

Wednesday, January 30, 2008

Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks
and now I'm trying to get back
Before the cool done run out
I'll be giving it my bestest
Nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love
Listen to the music of the moment maybe sing with me
i love peaceful melody
It's your God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love loved

So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
My breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and laughed
I guess what i'ma saying is there ain't no better reason
To rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
It's what we aim to do
Our name is our virtue

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
this is our fate, I'm yours

Well no no, well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find the sky is yours
Listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
A lá one big family
It's your God-forsaken right to be loved love love love

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

No please, don't hesitate
no more, no more
It cannot wait
The sky is your's!
gosh.mra-z's voice has been lulling me to sleep lately,especially so on the train and bus rides!

o level results came out last week.met up with stephy at the airport for brunch at tcc after seeing the parents off.had a great time catching up since i havent seen her in ages and we were talking about alot of crap and idealistic stuff and the epitome of a perfect _______.haha.got a bus to school to collect the results and i was so scared and nervous!i had this sinking feeling in me and started crying when i went up to take the thing cause the reality of collecting the results and possibility of failing just sunk in but when i got the results,i continued crying out of relief.haha.thank god i passed higher chinese:)
After that,caught one missed call,the show has a really crappy ending!
After that,went for CG.well good way to an eventful day:)almost got a ride home on the cousin's new bike,daniel looked really biker-ish from middle up,all dressed up for the part.haha.

The next day,went out with B to vivo and we just walked and walked since we had time on our hands that day,which is a reallyreallyreally rare thing for us now and it felt so damn good!we ended up at sakae's sushi buffet and i think we maxed out the buffet hours by eating and talking there.haha.waited for jayne to come down and we sat at carl's jr for an hour her eating and three of us catching up and talking bout random stuff,felt like back to the good old days when we would just sit at some joint talking till it was time to head back.

Went to the doc's with hannah yesterday and we headed down to ikea for meatballs and my daim cake and her cheesecake since it was too late for our initial plan.bumped into peipei at ikea:)

on the brink of turning seventeen makes me feel really old.i want to go back to good old younger days!
everyone's been asking how i want to spend my last 24 hours being sixteen and enjoy it.hmmm.the first fifteen over hours were horrible,encountering things again and again within that short period of time that made me feel so horrible and reduced to tears. the last few hours was the best part of the last 24 hours as a 16-er,so the day took a turn for the better.and the uber sweet surprise,literally sweet too and totally unexpected!haha.

you keep coming around and doing the same thing and other insensitive stuff.why does it have to be that everytime you cause all these and bring the mood down,my friends have to be the ones picking me up and lifting my mood up?

maybe i should really follow her advice and not go to school on my birthday and enjoy it outside,that would make me feel really happy:)

I can't imagine all the people that you know
and the places that you go
When the lights are turned down low
and I don't understand all the things you've seen
but I'm slipping in between
You and your big dreams
It's always you
In my big dreams
And you tell me that its over
wake up lying in a patch of four leaf clovers
and you're restless

i didnt think so
and you i dont wanna be here in the future
so you say the present's just a pleasant interuption to the past
and you dont wanna look much closer
cause you're afriad to find out all this hope
you had sent into the sky by now had
crashed
and it did
because of me

and i had these dreams in them i learned to play guitar
maybe cross the country
become a rock star
and there was hope in me that I could take you there
but damnit you're so young
well i dont think i care
and if i hurt you
then im sorry
please dont think that this was easy

its to jimmy eat world
and those nights in my car
when the first star you see
may not be a star
im not your star
isnt that what you said
what you thought this song meant

and if this is what it takes
just to live with my mistakes
and live with what i did to you
all the hell i put you through
i always catch the clock
its 11:11
now you wanna talk
its not hard to dream
you'll always be my konstantine
maybe SoCo's konstantine will be the next lulling me to sleep!

perfect prom queen ;