Good morning baby I hope I'm gonna make it through another day

Monday, July 23, 2007

When it's not alright
When it's not ok
Will you try to make me feel better
Will you say alright
Will you say ok
Will you stick with me through whatever
Or run away

today was a good day:)
went to school for helmsman which i thought could have ended earlier.gahh.but we did spastic things in school today.haha.
rushed all the way down to town,grabbed sushi and rushed down to holland V to meet lala to get emelyn's birthday surprise.sat at provence eating,talking,brainstorming bout appropriate presents and how to give the present due to unforeseen circumstances.haha.provence has nice sandwiches and it's sucha cute place.
we decided on getting two balloons-spongebob and harry potter!and presents that were of significance:)CEREALBOXES!HARRYPOTTER!
sat at some ulu foodcourt to write our notes and find some way to make do with what we have and attach them.
walked all the way down to the house and left it with her mum,hope she got a surprise when she walked into her room:)a birthday surprise wayy in advance!haha.
LOVES.

THE BALLOONS!

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walking down the stretch from em's house

rae and lala:)

i guess no one understands how it feels like,other than her,who has gone through this,and the big guy up above,climbing that mountain that i felt was impossible to overcome.i was slowly climbing,no doubt,i stumbled a few times for the first few months but just when i was slowly reaching the top where everything felt slightly better,i just had to be plunged back down to the bottom again,right back where i started from,back to square one.now i'm just standing here,feeling lost,not knowing anything.

sometimes i think i should learn to really leave things in His hands after i've committed them to Him and not even think about them at all though it's tough to do so.but i know,with Him,in the end everything will turn out fine one way or another.

yesterday
went for service and i learnt quite a bit from the message.
went for cell lunch at this indonesian restaurant that had really good chendol!
After that,picked mum up from the airport.SHE'S BACK!i was hoping to eat popeye's for dinner but we had to settle for delifrance instead:(

anyway,friend,i'm happy for you and for your decision:)

weirdly,never again is stuck in my head since this morning.

It's like a last chance
For a first dance
You're a sunrise that
Can't somehow exist

perfect prom queen ;