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Saturday, June 30, 2007

I’m writing to you
Not to tell you
That I still hate you
Just to ask you
How you feel
And how we fell apart
How this fell apart

Are you happy out there
In this great wide world
Do you think about your sons
Do you miss your little girl
When you lay your head down
How do you sleep at night
Do you even wonder if we’re alright
But we’re alright
We’re alright

It’s been a long hard road without you by my side
Why weren’t you there the nights that we cried
You broke my mother’s heart
You broke your children for life
It’s not ok but we’re alright
I remember the days you were a hero in my eyes
But those are just a long lost memory of mine
I spent so many years
Learning how to survive
Now I’m writing just to let you know
I’m still alive

The days I spent
So cold, so hungry
Were full of hate
I was so angry
The scars run deep inside
This tattooed body
There’s things I’ll take
To my grave
But I’m ok
I’m ok

It’s been a long hard road without you by my side
Why weren’t you there the nights that we cried
You broke my mother’s heart
You broke your children for life
It’s not ok but we’re alright
I remember the days you were a hero in my eyes
But those are just a long lost memory of mine
Now I’m writing just to let you know
I’m still alive
And I’m still alive

Sometimes I forget
Yeah, and this time
I’ll admit that I miss you
Said I miss you
heh.GC:)no this is not a song to my dad.haha.the song just kept coming up just now.

yesterday
caught tranformers with the fam yesterday.it's real awesome!megan fox is hot!haha.
i thought i saw this guy that looked like josh duhamel in the beginning and it was actually him!haha.i didnt know he'll act in transformers.

JOSH DUHAMEL!transformers.Shia Labeouf and Megan Fox!
now i wanna watch die hard 4.0,harry potter and disturbia next!Shia Labeouf from transformers is acting in disturbia too!

please fix this broken screen, showing our future with blue skys up above

today
went for service in the morning and we had our mini photo taking session for some particulars thingy.rushed home to change and all for tonight's dinner so couldnt go with myrna,BK,YH and the rest for lunch and all.
Rushed down to jayne's church and i didnt even have time for lunch so lunch was just a pathetic apple which was a mistake cause i was wayy hungry by the time her service ended.
Went down to novena and met rachel.we bought jayne flowers:)before going for her service.jayne came out to meet us where we were seated so we passed the flowers to her earlier though later in the service we realized maybe we should have waited till after it.haha.
Rushed down for the gramma's birthday dinner after service:)

anyway,thank you lem for the rocky road flown back all the way back from aussie!haha.i like the marshmallow bits!haha.

to the few:
thank you for always being there,through my lowest and most broken point,through the smiles and tears,and standing by me.thank you for accepting me for who i am despite my shortcomings,even when i'm acting lesser than i should be.thank you for listening to all the rantings and nonsense ramblings i do at times.
to one,thank you for always caring:)emoing together has both its good and bad eh.you gotta cheer up too dear and you know i'll always be here:)
to another,thank you for all the sweet stuff you always do and the song,it cheers me up at times:)
thank you for all the talks,hugs,messages,letters,sweet surprises,care and love.i'm sorry if i havent been a good enough friend but i know i really thank god for great friends like these,for placing these blessings into my life:)LOVES.

Who am I
That You would know me from the start
Set me apart
Who am I
That You would place eternity
Into my heart

One life, I lay at Your altar
One love, I have with You
Touch me again
Fill me as You hold
My outstretched hands

One word, You know I will follow
One heart, broken to You
Use me again
Your mercies follow me
For all my days

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