Good morning baby I hope I'm gonna make it through another day

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

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this is what you do when you get so bored.haha.
i've been sleeping wayy alot over the past few days.i had a allergy reaction the night before and now i'm supposedly allergic to peanut butter till i go for the allergy test at TTSH!that's bad!lord please say that i'm not allergic to PB,no PB&J sandwiches!i dont know what i would do without PB!but i really dont know what i would do without the friends,love,care and concern from them.
thanks for all the phone calls and messages.LOVES.

went back to school today and left after chinese cause i was wayy too drowsy from the medication and i think i'm gonna do real bad for the chengyu test.came home and slept for a few hours and OTH-ed after that:)sorry stephy,i bailed out on bark with you tonight.i'll make it up to you soon!
i think nate and haley are gonna be a joint first with adam brody and rachel bilson on my fave couple list.haha.and lucas is gonna be on the top spot for SNAG.haha.though he screws things up quite a bit but who doesnt mess up at one point or another.

you drive away from my car crash of a heart, you gave me the best mixtape i had

There Are Millions Of People In This world, But In The end It All Comes Down To One

Sometimes what you're searching for, is right where you left it

You never see the hard days in a photo album but those are the ones that get you from one happy snapshot to the next

What’s too painful to remember, we simply choose to forget. So it’s the laughter, we’ll remember, whenever we remember the way we were

But you know the thing about romance is people only get together right at the very end

Tears are the words my heart uses to explain when my fake smiles can't cover up my pain

when your heart breaks you have to fight like hell to make sure you're still alive...
cause you are, and that pain you feel, that's life. the confusion and fear is there
to remind you that somewhere out there, there's something better and that
something is worth fighting for

Every once in while, people step up. They rise above themselves. Sometimes, they fall short. Life is funny sometimes; it can push pretty hard, but if you look close enough, you find hope , in the words of children, in the bars of a song, in the eyes of someone you love and if you're lucky, I mean if you're the luckiest person on this entire planet, the person you love, decides to love you back

I love you.
In a really really big pretend to like your taste in music
let you eat the last piece of cheesecake
hold a radio over my head outside your window
unfortunate way that makes me hate you
love you

At the end of the day faith is a funny thing. It turns up when you don't really expect it

And still there are times when it just gets away from you. No matter how hard you fight it, you fall. And it's scary as hell. Except there's an upside to freefalling. It's the chance you give your friends to catch you

In general, lines are there for a reason : for security, for clarity. If you choose to cross the line, you pretty much do so at your own risk. So why is it, that the bigger the line, the greater the temptation to cross it?we cant help ourselves, we see a line we want to cross it. maybe it’s the thrill of trading the familiar for the unfamiliar, a sort of personal dare. Only problem is once you’ve crossed, its almost impossible to go back. But, if you do manage to make it back across that line, you find safety in numbers

We're friends, real friends. And that means, no matter how long it takes, when you finally do decide to look back, I’ll still be here

There are days that make the sacrifices seem worthwhile. And then there are the days where everything feels like a sacrifice. And then there are the sacrifices that you cant even figure out why you're making

I just can't tell you what you want to hear which seems to be a theme in my life. Just because you can't tell someone doesn't mean you can't feel it. You can be with someone and be happy and not love them. Or you can love them and not be with them

There are moments in our lives when we find ourselves at a crossroads. The choices we make in those moments can define the rest of our days. Of course, when faced with the unknown, most of us prefer to turn around and go back

But once in a while, people push on to something better. Something found just beyond the pain of going it alone, and just beyond the bravery and courage it takes to let someone in, or to give someone a second chance. Something beyond the quiet persistence of a dream. Because it's only when you're tested that you truly discover who you are. And it's only when you're tested that you discover who you can be. The person you want to be does exist, somewhere on the other side of hard work and faith and belief. And beyond heartache and fear of what lies ahead.

Besides i'm supposed to believe in you when you dont believe in yourself.that's what you've always done for me.

i feel like going on a dvd marathon!

When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

"I knew eventually looking back
on the tears would make me smile;
but noone ever told me looking back
on the smiles would make me cry."

As the days flow by it's all so clear
I'm everywhere but never right here
It's always the same, constant change
But I'll come back to you someday
I have to stop crying,
because I know that you are not crying over me.

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