Good morning baby I hope I'm gonna make it through another day

Thursday, April 12, 2007

sorry stephy,PS-ed you today:(i'll meet you soon and make up for it.

Was supposed to go stephy's house but didnt in the end cause it was raining heavily so no tanning,dvd and chatting session:( After the last session of electives(YAYNESS!no more electives!),which was like 5 minutes,went to town with jayne and ate amanogawa instead.jap food makes me happy:)walked around with jayne and bernini went home cause their soccer match was cancelled.Luckily i brought flops today if not my shoes and socks would be soaking wet!

The sore throat worsened today,my eyes are turning red and swollen now and my whole body aches.i think imma fall sick soon.jayne and i are both down with sore throats at the same time and sore throats suck big time.

the emo periods have been lasting longer lately and the days have been eratic.one moment it's all good,i'm all good,the next it'll all be the direct opposite.sigh.

if only i didnt have to bring the flops,i wouldnt have brought that thing.it was like some constant reminder.sometimes i wish i never knew you.

i found the music and lyrics song!
I’ve been living with a shadow overhead
I’ve been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I’ve been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can’t seem to move on

I’ve been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I’ve been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I’ve been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I’ve been searching but I just don’t see the signs
I know that it’s out there
There’s got to be something for my soul somewhere
I’ve been looking for someone to shed some light
Not just somebody just to get me throught the night
I could use some direction
And I’m open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I’m hoping you’ll be there for me in the end
There are moments when I don’t know if it’s real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I’m hoping you’ll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I’ll be there for you in the end

perfect prom queen ;