Good morning baby I hope I'm gonna make it through another day

Monday, April 09, 2007

I OHSOMALUATED MYSELF TODAY!IT WAS BADDDDD.

got back our bio paper,thank god i passed it:)all those stressing over the paper didnt go to waste eh.haha.
today was the last day of SL.we're finally SL-free:)no more going down to havelock or tiong bahru,no more long bus rides and train rides.but i'm gonna miss the funny things the kids always do.

everything just came rushing back today

tomorrow and wednesday are gonna be crazycrazy RM-crazy days and i feel so inadequate from the lack of preparation and practice we have and it's on wednesday!

i miss
i miss crapping with you and hearing your spastic 'good nights' and 'G'day'.
I just talked to you online and i realized how much i miss seeing you in school,hugging you during breaks and writing postcards back and forth.
i miss talking to you every week and listening bout your week and all the funny stories bout the girls chasing you.i miss you.now,we've really drifted after you've gone over there.
i miss the you you were and if i could turn back time,i would have hugged you tight one last time and really cherish the time we had.
i miss reading your messages that never fail to put a smile onto my face,make me happy and cheer me up.you were the only one who ever did that and making me happy each and every time.
even though i'll be seeing you soon but i still miss you and i guess life over the past few years would really be different without you.

just some of the different people i miss

i never meant to hurt you.
that doesnt matter cause in the end,it all hurts just the same.
OTH.i feel like watching OTH but i'm uber tired,aftereffects of all the early waking up in the morning and the long days out from the past few days.

Nothing hurts as bad as this does
i dont wanna believe in those words anymore
cause i dont think you even meant it
you hurt the most

We watch the season pull up its own stakes,
And catch the last weekend of the last week,
Before the gold and the glimmer have been replaced.
Another sun soaked season fades away.

Invitation only grand farewells.
Crash the best one, of the best ones.
Clear liquor and cloudy eyed, too early to say goodnight.

perfect prom queen ;