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Saturday, April 29, 2006

long post.

yesterday
We were really slack.we only had chem and elective.omg.I think my elective will be so screwed,our video's not even half done yet!gahh.Then we spent the rest of the time preparing for openhouse .

Bused down to town.gosh.i really have to get used to the long period of time on the bus to town from school.We met ______&________ on the bus and it was a horrendous encounter for bernini.haha.i guess that was her most angonizing 20 minutes bus ride.Went to marche and ate rosti.haven't ate that in ages.we went walking around but didn't get anything

Headed down for tuition and i didn't succumb to jaynini's repeated tempting me to pon tuition and go for the later one.haha.cause i was damn tired and wanted to get it over and done with and get back home.

today
Woke up really early to go to school for the vip openhouse.I was an usher!we had to bring people around the school and like interact with them.At first,I was so dreading it but i guess as the day went by,it was pretty fun.Went around for the lessons but i liked the math one most cause it was the only one where we had the most fun at the side talking and laughing our heads off.what with yuan bo's weird sarcasm,kenrick's funniness and jayne's spasticness.that girl even moved backwards and stepped onto the dustpan.haha.i guess we were pretty noisy.
We met the new music teacher by chance cause me and jayne were ushering her and later,we saw her sitting around so we decided to talk to her and somehow,we found out.we thought she was a pretty hip mum.haha.
We were moving chairs from the labs to the ground floor when i felt like there was this pain near my ankle and i like sat down for a while and like tried to find out what's wrong but after a while,the pain was gone.gahh.i don't knwo what's wrong with it.i hope there's nothing wrong.

Went down to parkway for lunch.was supposed to be my group-me,kwan yong and hsien liang-to discuss physics but the rest-ben,jayne,bernice,dee jee,kenrick and ni ming-decided to come along too.haha.we bought like a whole roast chicken each from giant for lunch and i was baking under the hot sun while eating the chicken.

After that,bused down to raffles city with jayne while bernice went to tm to get her converse bag.walked around looking at stuff and eventually,we ended up at spinelli with legs that were killing us.we had a chatting session.the ambience was really nice with the lovely music they played and the place was really comfy.i guess we were pretty noisy again with all the laughing we did.
PURE STUPIDITY
TOTAL DESPERADO
PAUNCH WHO DESERVES TO BE SPANKED
SILLY OBSSESSIONS!
I felt so klutzy today with all the stupid stuff that I did.

Went for network meeting at TC chapel.gosh.I miss that place.By that time,I was feeling really shagged and I reached just a while before worship started.There was this break in between two songs and alvin shared a word and I was stoning for a bit before i finally got back to reality and just at that moment,I heard alvin saying some stuff that really made me reflect about stuff.I guess I thank god I was like 'shaken up' to listen to that bit.After worship,somehow,I felt more awake and not as sleepy.hmm could it be the wols caffeine taking effect?haha.

well yall have really disappointed us greatly
we're getting so sick and weary of all this nonsense
always us taking the initiative
there's no point in this whole thing being one-sided,we get nowhere
it takes both parties to make the effort to make it work
sometimes we just think back and wonder if this is all worth it at all
our patience is wearing thin
would you all just sit down and think of the old times
we didn't start out this way
we had much happier days
but over the months,changes occurred
when things that we were unhappy about happened,we just let it slide past
but now,we're mentally drained
we don't want to have to keep going on in this cycle
do you all even notice our presence?
we can only pray that this situation will change for the better and not deteriorate any further

when the music fades
all is stripped away
and i simply come
longing just to bring
something that's of worth
that will bless your heart

i bring you more than a song
for a song in itself
is not what you have required
you search much deeper within
through the way things appear
you're looking into my heart

I'm coming back to the heart of worship
and it's all about you
It's all about you, Jesus
I'm sorry Lord for the thing i've made it
when it's all about you
it's all about you, Jesus

King of endless worth
no one could express
how much you deserve
though i'm weak and poor
all i have is yours
every single breath

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